Monthly checkin

So it has been hard with the kids being on holidays. I haven't been able to get to the gym at all during the week except on a Monday night to go to Bodycombat. Yes I am addicted to the class. The intense martial arts, boxing and karate that is part of Bodycombat appeals to me greatly so I am addicted LOL. I lose my breath from time to time and it is my kick up the butt that - Hey you are so unfit...!!!

With the kids going back to school and my little girl starting her first year this coming Wednesday I am excited. I need the ME time but I will also be sad that my baby will not be at home with me most of the time. I will be going to the gym most days except Wednesday for the month of Feb and then watch out baby. I will be there with bells on every day. My break day with be Saturday. I have to commit. I have to do it. Not liking what you see in the mirror is not good.

I bought a dress for my BIL's wedding that is at the end of March. It is a UK size 12 so supposed to be an Aussie size 14 but I got it yesterday and it is super tight. I had to put on my Spanx just to get it over my hips and couldn't get the zipper up to the top. So another big incentive to do it. To get down to my goal weight. Hopefully I make it there. 65kgs is the goal and I have about 12kgs to go. Maybe not by the wedding but my ultimate goal weight. 

Back to the start

So what is your New Years resolution......???

Like many, mine is to shed the unwanted kilos. I have not been on for a while. Reason...???!!! Coz I piled the weight back on. I mean I got back up to 83.2kgs and although I am now down to 79kgs I am ashamed. Disappointed in myself that I let it get to that extreme. What have I done....??? I joined the gym. Yep. 

I had to give up my beloved Zumba at the start of 2012 as I couldn't afford it anymore and decided that the gym would be the best way to get back in to it seeing I can now afford it again. So my weightloss started again about 2mths ago and I have a long way to go. 

I have my BIL's wedding at the end of March and that is my aim. To be down to a smaller size. Nope no weightloss goal just to look better than I do now. I have lost 12.5cms all over in the past month and plan on keeping that my standard over the next 3mths. 

I want to get toned. Starting today I will work harder and sweat more than I think I have in my entire life. I am determined.

Thanks for reading.